Life sure can make you wonder, can't it, I missed going out with my best friend on my 18th birthday by 5 minutes cause I went to see my grandma up the road for my birthday before I went out to celebrate. The next morning got a call from my mom saying good thing you missed going out cause my buddy was killed an hour after he left my house. Then there's the time I was in the labor room waiting for my first born when there was a life flight coming in that I could see and I said to my wife " ain't that a shame someone has to die so our son can be born". A few minutes later a knock on the door and it was my brother John saying our dad had a bad accident with the brush hog cutting our grandpaps grass and we had to get down to the ICU and just as me and John walked in a Dr came in and said our Dad died on the elevator. So, yea, that's just a few of the curves life has thrown at me and there's ALOT more. I've had alot say I should write a book or tell someone to have it made into a movie but it all is so unbelievable people wouldn't believe it but I can assure you it's all true. But, at least one thing I've learned, its all how you look at things, they say, nothing bad ever really happens its all how you perceive it. That's hard to believe sometimes but somehow you can see what it means. Like, you could think, at least I made that kid Billy very happy he got a nice warm coat and at least he didn't spend his last day on earth cold. Yea, crazy ******* world. Ain't it.